At some point in my high school experience, I developed a strange fascination with awkward infomercials such as The Magic Bullet and P90X. I now own The Magic Bullet and will personally vouch that it is one of the coolest and greatest kitchen appliances ever, but it is the fitness program P90X that really fascinates me. Regardless of what you think about infomercials or all the lame gimmicks out there trying to pass as fitness programs, you can't argue with the results, the facts. Before and after pictures pour across the TV screen displaying drastic body transformations. Testimony after testimony recounts the change that took place in just 90 days. No doubt about it, this thing is the real deal! But these results were not without cost (the combined price of the DVD's and shipping were the least of them). Time, energy, ridiculous amounts of sweat, fatigue, strict dieting, and a host of other things that are enough to throw most brave souls off course. But whoever can stick it out til the end is left with results that do not disappoint.
I read a passage recently that follows the same line of thinking, although on a much larger and more important scale than mere body image. In Romans 5:1-5, Paul says:
"Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."
Before I draw a personal parallel, I want to remind you who is talking. This is the Apostle Paul. This man has been imprisoned, flogged, beaten, stoned, shipwrecked, starved, left for dead, taxed emotionally, physically, and spiritually, among a host of other things. And what does he tell us to do? He says to rejoice in our sufferings. I feel that my present circumstance is a bit much at times, but when I look at what Paul endured, my complaining stops real quick. Matt Chandler, pastor of The Village Church in Dallas, says something to this effect of Paul:
"I have never met a man that is as free as Paul is. You can't touch him! If you want to kill him, he says 'Alright! It's time to go home!' If you let him live, Paul says 'Alright, to live is Christ.' If you beat him, he responds 'Great! That's sharing in the suffering of Christ. I welcome that!' If you put him in prison, he says 'Well okay, I'll convert all of your guards and most of your prisoners.' I mean this is just an untouchable man! How do you get untouchable like that?"
How do you get untouchable like that? Sometimes, it is difficult for me to believe that a man like this actually walked the earth. Honestly, all of that "rejoicing in suffering" stuff is nice in theory, but I feel that such a perspective is unattainable and unrealistic for those of us normal folk. But as I read Romans 5, it hit me that we can have that same attitude, not because it is something inherent about us, but because the same spirit that filled Paul is the same one that fills us this very day! The hope of heaven and the glory of God put suffering into perspective. It pulls us back from our pinhole sized view of life and helps us step back to get a look at the big picture. This gives us the attitude to rejoice in any given circumstance with the knowledge that our character is being forged in the fires of hardship. And this character yields a hope that is unlike anything this world has ever seen before. It is a hope that transcends anything this life could possibly throw at us and points us toward a perfect eternity in heaven. It is the hope that gave Jesus the strength to say "Yet not what I will..." in the Garden of Gethsemane just hours before He was led away to the cross. It is the hope that gave Paul the authority to declare "To live is Christ and to die is gain." And it is the same hope that gives Mike Hojnacki the grace to say "I have cancer, but people are drawing nearer to Jesus. I would have it no other way."
As I continue to converse with people about the nature of God and why He might allow such an evil, I still feel inadequate to thoroughly hash it all out (despite a degree in Christian ministry). But just like the results of a masterfully designed fitness program are not up for debate, so it is with the hope derived from suffering. These are the facts...
I have cancer. I should be devastated. But I have hope. And hope is the real deal. Take hold of it my friends!
Not disappointed,
MH
Man I am a friend of your brother's at AU and even though I have not met you, I just want you to know that I am left inspired and usually in tears (of joy) after reading your blog posts. You are an inspiration to me and I really appreciate your wisdom.
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P90X.... Go head and try it, but also check out CrossFit. I've been CFing for 3 years now, and can say I am the fittest in my entire life. Keep up the hard work and faith.
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Wow Mike - Great post man. Very rock solid and real. I love that stuff. I pray that God literally takes the cancer out of your body, in Jesus name. Thanks for being awesome.
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